NEVER UP

HOW COULD SUCH AN ORDINARY PERSON LIKE ME GET UP IN THE WORLD? FOR WHAT? TO BE A LEADER AS A COMMON CITIZEN? THERE IS NO NEED TO DO SO WHEN THERE ARE SO MANY TALENTED PEOPLE IN THE WORLD WITH GOOD POSITIONS. I REALLY DO NOT THINK I AM A GOOD EXAMPLE FOR OTHERS TO LEARN BECAUSE OF MY SUFFERING BETWEEN DIFFERENT CIVILIZATIONS AND FOCUS ON SOME BIG ISSUE S WITH NO POWER OR WEALTH, CONCERNING TOO MUCH OF THE ENVIRONMENT WHEN I AM SO YOUNG, THE SPIRIT OF DESTINY DRIVE ME MAD SOMETIMES. I THINK I HAVE FINISHED MY WORK and JOB DURING THE PAST 30 YEARS UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF BUDDHIST TEACHING AND TRADITIONAL CULTURE. AND I WOULD LIKE TO LIVE A NORMAL LIFE AS A ORDINARY PERSON IN THE FUTURE. SHARE THE FREEDOM WITH FAMILY, A LITTLE PRIVACY. AND SEE THE GOOD WISHES COULD GET THE RIGHT PLACE. THAT IS ENOUGH. BUDDHISTS NEVER NEED TO OCCUPY MORE THINGS OVERLOAD THAN THEIR NORMAL LIFE.A USEFUL AND HELPFUL DESIGNER IS ENOUGH FOR LIVING I THINK.